Contemplation...
What is happiness supposed to be?
I'm closer than ever to my 'aim', but yet it doesn't make me feel 'fulfilled'...
& I've just realised that I've again made the wrong 'investment' in some people. These are the ones that I'll think of to share my joy & woe, but yet it seems like my sentiments are not exactly shared by them, to say the least...
It's happened once too many times, & I've lost the confidence to bet big on the next one (if there is any to come..)
Must I then stick to the tried & tested way of 'diversifying my portfolio'? Or should I just save the trouble & concentrate on my 'aim' instead?
Guess there won't be any answers to any of these...
& it seems like my return won't be very much welcomed anyway too...
I need a new light to shine on my path soon...
I'm closer than ever to my 'aim', but yet it doesn't make me feel 'fulfilled'...
& I've just realised that I've again made the wrong 'investment' in some people. These are the ones that I'll think of to share my joy & woe, but yet it seems like my sentiments are not exactly shared by them, to say the least...
It's happened once too many times, & I've lost the confidence to bet big on the next one (if there is any to come..)
Must I then stick to the tried & tested way of 'diversifying my portfolio'? Or should I just save the trouble & concentrate on my 'aim' instead?
Guess there won't be any answers to any of these...
& it seems like my return won't be very much welcomed anyway too...
I need a new light to shine on my path soon...
posted by leonhart @ 10:51 PM
2 Comments:
At 7:31 PM,
anjoooo said…
ditto dude
if you need someone to talk to fire off an email, send an sms, or gimme me a call, k?
hope you work things out :D
At 2:34 AM,
Lil Mis A said…
agree with kitty! you still have us here! we support you n love you (as in love you as a friend)
your absence have be missed greatly, esp from boiboi n zel - both on court n hanging out!
head up, keep trying n you will see the light at the new of the tunnel! there is always light at the end of the tunnel! don't give up!
take care dude :)
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