Lost...

Nobody knows who I really am
I've never felt this empty before
& if I ever need someone to come along
who's gonna comfort me, & keep me strong....

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn....

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin' and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you thru another day

Amazing baddie rally!

don't know what's up with the music, but this rally is awesome! The indos are definitely Candra/Tony, but not really sure who are the peeps on the danish side. Enjoy =)

so many things to do, so little time...

still haven't received news from Goldman yet, & I'm getting a bit worried. Perhaps it's bcoz I really want the job, coz it's what I need to achieve my long term target. Looked thru' its website juz now, & based on the anecdotes of their '1 day @ work' segment, realised that 'this' or 'this' was definitely the ones I see myself committing to in the next 4-5 years.

Arrggghh this is such a long wait for a job! Wait, maybe it's not that long after all. Manager did reply to me b4 x'mas, & said he'll review my resume (which I've stupidly submitted w/o cutting it down to a single page, like what its website suggests coz I only read it 2day...) b4 getting back to me, after which he left for his annual leave till last week. Haven't received any news yet as of today, so *fingers crossed* ......

Been inspired to write an article after reading the recent financial news on a few topics. Must make a mental note not to forget the topics coz I've been reading so much news I can barely remember anything!

till next post...

'my life is formless, a tiny piece of chaos'

To think that this line that I recited long, long time ago during Trinity drama class will aptly describe the situation I'm in right now...

Just one of those days again when I feel little motivation to do stuff, though I have so much time on hand... Spent the past few days fretting over the impending 'thunderstorm', & yes, it did happen eventually *sigh* That's why I really hate being back here @ home, coZ the frailties of the relationships are just exposed & tested to the max... Gloomy thru' out the last few days after the thunderstorm, & it wasn't the best way to spend new year really...

On the brighter side, we went to Esplanade to catch the firework display! It was awesome, though the journey there took more than a few hours bcoz of a confusion over where the display was. Walked back from Suntec to City Hall & then turned back towards Esplanade after seeing the crowd walking there haha. Well I guess it was pretty worth it, coz the atmosphere & the firework was really great there! Total of 3 mins, & I heard the gov blew a cool $2 mil+ on that! Will try putting up a vid later =)

Hope every1 had a fantastic new year hols, & wishing every1 gd luck on evrything u do this year!!!!!!!