I've made an empowering choice over the past few days.

I know I have to do it, or I will definitely regret it in the future. I don't want to be 50 and look back, 'I could have really done that but decided against it because of the exorbitant cost involved'

A few of my closest family members have advised/would have advised me to NOT go for it, since it didn't exactly bear satisfactory result previously.

But hey, life is about taking a chance right?? Wondering 'what might have been' will only make me regret my folly in the future, and as much as possible I wanna try to limit that.

So, my decision is pretty much made up, and I'm currently doing research on those 'MH' that would help me with it.

Wish me luck, coz I'll need lots of it! (& fingers crossed I'll come back 'stronger' than ever!)

The truly devastating & indeed shattering experience is to know what is gonna come,
Being powerless to overcome it,
& not being able to stop the inevitable,
watching it slowly, but surely, wilting away,
& along with it,
losing the original 'I'm young, & I've got the whole world under my feet' spirit & confidence...

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This ain't what I've thought it'd be at all...